How far away is the family member that lives the closest to you?

Thats a new one…

How many employees from your last job do you still interact with?

That one too. What the hell?

Please call me! :(

Sleeping on fresh clean sheets would be infinitely times better if I had someone to share it with :/

And if I didn’t have to wake up at 5.

Mostly because then I have to think of who to tell them it came from. Fuck.

Pros:

• Its pretty much a free vacation. My aunt said she’d cover my portion of the hotel so all I’d need is some spending money.
• Its away from my parents. For an entire week.
• Sun. Sand. Warm weather.
• To a place I’ve only been to once, a really long time ago.

Cons

• Miss 3+ days of pay from work.
• Money spent on vacation could be put towards school or car or Vegas next year.
• Week away from my boyfriend(even though we probably won’t get to see each other much this summer anyways).
• a 4 almost 5 year old and a 1 1/2 year old will be coming with.

Decisions decisions…

I’m really not trying to sound woe is me right now, I swear, but I honestly feel like my life and my world has no meaning and direction right now. Thats not to say that it won’t find its way eventually. Its just stuck in a really difficult and dark place right now.

“…and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember, its only in the black of night we can see the stars…”

:’(